//.x. love is a sacrifice .x.\\

2006-06-23T21:23:00.000-07:00

had lots of fun e day before.woke up early today for once.

2006-05-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

today was hyper!
tho i was lyk super tired cos i onli slept 3+hrs ytd.
in e morn,had irp.
den mrs chew called register 22 frm 2f to go out share abt wad we juz read.
happens to be zilie.
n he wasnt dere.
den dey all sae he at klas lorhh.
but din c him today lehh.
during assembly today,had briefing on sch warming day on 23rd june.
sortta looking forward to seeing e new campus.
hees~
learnt sum new cheers den e actions uber cute lahh.
we oso practiced e sundance tt we'll be dancing on tt day.
den i realised tt i totally forgot e movements lorhh..
oops...
den during break,sat wif e guys again.
yay!
trying to help grace unite e class.
wanna make dis an everyday habit until sec 3 wen we all split into different classes.
sumtyms,i wonder,
e tym we haf left tgt is already very little liao.
can't ur be more enthu n juz co-operate wif grace?
shes having a really difficult tym.
she wans to bond e class yet we hafta always make tings difficult for her.
its really stressful for her.
half of e yr has gone by.
we r indeed more enthu den wen we were sec 1 but we r lacking behind in class spirit compared to e other classes.
if dey can do it,y can't we?
lets try our best to be united for e nxt half of e yr.
tym sure flies so lets make use of it n be tgt as 1 class.
once a gumdrop,always a gumdrop!
yeah! =D
me n joyce pon cl lesson today lorhh...
haha.
first,we went to tell zhang lao shi tt we had to go a few classes to make announcements on mechatronics n she told us to cum back quick.
den joyce was lyk u dream on lorhh.
she was lyk chao funny lahh.
was laughing all e way.
we went to class 2b all e way at blk a to made e announcement n found no one dere.
wanted to write on e board budden dey did nt haf ani markers.
no choice.
went to staff rm look for mr clifton soh n he was nt in.
went back to blk d n went to 2k to make announcement oso den went arnd sec4 classes see whether mr soh dere nt den saw zk,ask him den he oso dunno.
den walk to 4d suddenly rmb tt sec3 having assembly tts y no1 inside any of e sec3 classes.
den joyce rmb mr soh is 3f form,
so we concluded tt he was in e hall!!
haha.
went dere n saw him slping veri e nt guang ming zheng da lahh.
joyce called him lyk 4,5 tyms n he was lyk still slping den joyce hit him on e shoulder den he woke up lorhh...
haha.
its lyk so spastic lahh.
l8r on,had to go arnd again cos he change e venue lorhh...
went 2b,managed to borrow marker frm fang yuan cos he was standing outside e class playing wif e broom wen his teacher was still in e class.
reali dunno wad he doing lorhh.
hees.
den go back blk d den met kunhong downstairs wen he was clearing e dustbin n told him to tell e class.
den went back up.
saw zhang lao shi still inside.
went to toilet n wait till she came out den went back in.
me n joyce lyk practically eloped.
haha. (=
afta sch,went 4l for greenwave discussion wif miss lai den end arnd 2.50pm.
went canteen mit all e others.
den left sch.
walk to bus stop dere den wait for wei hao cos he was still in class initially,waiting for us.
den took train to boon lay.
den on e way dere,liting,nicole n anna started saying how liang dey were--500 volts den left me to stand alone wif zk.
so evil...XP
reached jp den went to gv buy tix den i went home put bag n take $$ first den anna pei mi...so nice (=
went back gv mit e others den dey sae liting disappear den call her,she nva pick up all e calls den kept diverting to her hse lorhh.
smsed her den found her at gv entrance dere.
bought tix for myself n claire.
den now lyk onli so little ppl go watch lorhh.
actual:me, liting, nicole, wei hao, si yong, jun bin, claire, joshua n zhen kai.
in e end:me, liting, nicole, wei hao, claire n zhen kai.
e 3 guys pang seh us lorhh.
wei hao so nice still watch wif us tho si yong n jun bin lyk go pang seh him. (=
joshua: reached home den cldn't come out anymore cos his mum dun allow.
si yong: e show too late den fin liao will be veri late den his mum dun allow liao.
jun bin: was wif wilfred den cant cum.
aniwaes, was standing outside waiting to go in, den saw dis poster of e movie 'slither' den one of us(i cant rmb hu) pointed at it den nicole was lyk totally freaked out.
later realised tt it was cos e fairfield guy tt she n chiou yih meets to see every morn was sitting right in fronta e poster.
so gao xiao. (=
den since we still had loads of tym before e movie starts,
went to disturb nicole n tt guy.
hahas.
go ask him wad movie hes watching,his hp no. etc AND, most imptly,
tell him nicole's interested in him.
mwahahaha.
anyway he watch x-men(hais...),
so too bad nicole,
sum other tym perhaps.
n he gave me his hp no. too,only me.
hees.
n afta tt,all of dem ask mi for his no.(sshhh...)
anyways e movie was chao cute lorhh.
really enjoyed it!
spent some tym wif zhen kai before gg home.
i guess tts juz abt wad happened.
hees.
i cant rmb.
it happened lyk 2 weeks ago n now i've juz fin typing dis post.
so super slow,i guess.

2006-05-24T01:48:00.000-07:00

Second entry in one day.
two days actually.
since it has passed midnight.
n im alone.
everyone has gone to bed n im still using e com,updating mi blog.
tues.
pe was really funny today.
me,grace,nicole,chiou yih,zhi ying,liting n anna against chih yun,chee hooi,penny,yu jun,peggy,debbie.
whees.
it was super fun.
we stopped many tyms cos we were laughing non-stop at many things.
n dere was yujun.
we kept telling her believe in urself n shoot e ball.
yeah.
haha.
n she really managed to shoot accurately a few tyms.
3 cheers!
became rather enthu n ran arnd catching n throwing ball n oso being captain for short while cos we all took turns.
den anna suddenly fell.
n she hurt her palms n knees. )=
n e knee she fell on was actually e one tt she fell on wen she had her napfa e laz tym.
it sure muz hurt.
to fall twice on e same knee.
she sae she was alright.
but den dere was lyk so much blood.
juz pray u'll be alright by tmr hopefully. (=
hais.
dis wld b e laz pe lesson in dis term in dis holding sch.
sure wld miss all e fun tyms we had here.
had earli break n we went to e canteen n grace tried out her class bonding #2.
she went 2 sit wif e guys(leon,wei hao,si yong n jun bin) n l8r we followed suit.
was really funny.
drank sum of leon's milo since he drank sum of mi ice lemon tea n i was oso thirsty.
den dey ate fin n din wanna clear their utensils n lyk juz left it on e table n l8e e aunty came to collect for dem.
lyk supa big-shot lahh.
den dey went buy 2nd round of food.
nicole was lyk i wonder how dey eat so much n still manage to kip thin especially wei hao,gt tt nu ren shen cai.
den leon was lyk bcos u r fat. >.<"
afta dey eat fin,den leon n jun bin bought bottle ice lemon tea n i took jun bin's wan to drink den afta tt,i pass pass pass to all e gals den dey all drink until lyk left one mouthful den gif back jun bin to drink.
den he was lyk complaining non-stop afta tt lahh.
haha.
we oso played wif liting's pen.
e ink can onli b seen by sum sort of luminous light on e top of e pen n dn everyone was lyk drawing on everyone lorhh.
supa lame.
den zhang lao shi borrowed e pen during cl lesson n wanted to bring it for e teacher's contact tym n show it to e other teachers lorhh.
oops...
asked e class tgt wig grace whether dey wanna eat tgt during our break to build class spirit.
n was reali DISAPPOINTED cos dey were lyk against it.
class tee oso dun wan lorhh.
hais.
we tried our best.
will ask again sum other day.
probably wen mr wong is arnd.
maybe e ans will b more positive. (=
during cid,
had e presentation by e other grps n dey stopped at our grp cos tym was up.
haha.
so lucky.
so we'll be presenting dis coming fri instead.
during cca,
played e songs for balloon hat cos its coming soon le so really gotta practice tho our section nt involved.
can play slightly better den normal today cos e tune nicer cos pan lao shi gave me new reeds on sat.
den was lyk enjoying my new reeds.
LOVE IT!
den l8r anthony took over to conduct n den it was really funny.
reali love today's band practice!
for balloon hats,our section will be helpers! (=
gt e schedule for e rehearsal on 30th may n e actual ting on 3rd june.
reali looong hrs.
band can do it de!
bandsmen jiayoux!!! (=
went home,
had tuition,
went to jurong point eat dinner,
went home,
did hw,
use com.
update blog,
gonna slp.
-snores-
3 more sch days to holis!

i can't wait!!! (=

~it will be better,i promise.~

2006-05-24T01:01:00.000-07:00

mon.
lets see.
i became especially childish during geog lesson.
dere was dis class activity tt we were s'pposed to do.
its sum sort of colouring tingy where we had to colour e different places wif different colours.
i tink.
at least it was sumting lyk tt.
yepps.
so dere we were in our usual grp.
me,grace,nicole,chiou yih n liting.
zhiying went to join luohui's grp cos one grp can onli haf 5 ppl at mst.
den we all started colouring.
n i was colouring especially slowly wif zhiying's MICKEY MOUSE colour pencils.
trying to colour s nicely s neatly s possible.
haha.
n i was oso kinda fascinated by e colour pencils.
dey were lyk supa cute.
LOVED IT! (=
haha.
den i started tinking n i was lyk suddenly telling e others how much i haf began to love colouring n tt im gonna buy a colouring bk to colour.
tts lame.
but went BONKERS at tt tym.
n obviously im nt gonna purposely go buy a bk to colour but if deres any arnd,i might juz lyk go take it n start colouring?
lol.
was juz jking.
if i reali do tt,den its reali lame.
n l8r had 1hr45mins of lang arts lesson.
lyk so DAMN sian lahh.
den wen mr wong gave break den everyone rushed to e toilet n din wanna get out to go back to lesson afta tt lorhh.
it was lyk dunno how many gals squeezing in e toilet lahh.
so funny.
so long listening to mr wong explain e 4p structure for our test dis coming thurs.
it was lyk meant to be laz thurs den he postponed it l8r n l8r,n finally to thurs.
hees.den we'll all haf more tym to study!
but im tinking tt deres no nid to study actually cos i heard frm others tt its open bk test so all mi notes will be inside mi bk! XD
juz nidta go read up on 4p structure.
aniwaes was told tt we will be wearing our current rv uniform frm yr1-3 n frm yr4-6,we will be able to design ourselves n send in our entry.
n e uniform chosen will den b our uniform for tt 3yrs.
n we'll be e first batch to try tt out!
din go 3rd lang today.
din feel lyk it cos german test over liao den holis coming so veri sian den juz pon.
actually wanna watch movie today but nicole gt cl remedial n cldnt go so we decided to watch it on wed.
i feel much better now.
im nt angry,juz disappointed,sad.
touched wen u apologised so many tyms.
i noe u din mean it tt way.
i understand.
its a new beginning.
dun let dis happen sgain.
im juz afraid my heart cant take e pain,e disappointment,e sadness.
lets start all over again n make gud use of it.

2006-05-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

e past few daes haf been hogging e com...
haha.
almost 24hrs online lyk wad HE sae.
juz cant help it.
all e teachers r rushing us to hand in our projects one afta another.
tts y i haf been using e com...to pia e projects.
hees.
n oso partly slacking.
updating mi blog n chatting online.
well.
for e sci oral presentation,
mi,grace n liting onli spent lyk a few hrs on sat doing it lorhh...at most onli lyk4+hrs?tyco lahh...
sat was reali boring.
woke up rather earli...9+ in e morning?
for me,tts lyk unusualli earli lahh...
since i usualli dun wake up until past noon?
haha.
n still i look lyk a panda.
i juz sumhow dun understand. (=
hees.
viewing at my hse while i was eatting my breakfast cum lunch.
cos im moving hse soon.dis sun to be exact.
reali fast.its lyk juz at e beginning of e yr wen mi parents wanna move hse.
haha.n den now e hse is already bought.
now juz hoping sumone will buy our hse.
e new hse is reali damn cool lahh.
its lyk on e 1st floor?
n juz outside deres a garden etc wif all e pretty flowers.
n deres a reali BIG wardrobe in my room.its built-in n i reali mean BIG.
it lyk take up alot of e space in mi rm,leaving mi wif little rm for mi tings.
my rm is painted a light shade of purple n mi rm has a window looking out into e garden!
whees!
i oso had a special mirror made in mi rm juz for mi...to look at myself every morning?
haha.
besides,i will be having a new bed which will have drawers at e bottom which i can put mi bags n soft toys so tt my rm wun b messy.
yepps.
overall,e hse is juz great n i cant wait to move in!
trying to find tym one of dis days n help move e tings frm mi old hse to mi new hse.
dey r lyk 4blocks away from each other?
mi old hse is 690 n my new hse is 694.
rather lame, i guess...but den everyting will juz turn for e better once i move in,i hope. (=
aniwaes back to wad i was saying juz now...
den i had oboe tutor at 1pm.pan lao shi was late. 0.O
he gave us new reeds today!!!
n now i haf dis lovely reed n i juz cant wait to use it during cca tmr.
my previous reed is oso great,cos he helped mi made it easier to blow.
yepps.
he took quite a long tym to check my reed n so onli gt to play tounging n long notes today cos i had to leave at 1.45 to rush for mi tuition.
rushed home s fast s i cld.
my tuition teacher was already dere b4 i reached home.
had mi FIRST science tuition by sharon.
reali great teacher,yeah.
end arnd lyk 3.30 den din go cell grp cos actuali wanna do sci project but afta calling here n dere den finali decided to do it frm home,thru msn n fin it on e day itself.
yeah.
n lionel came our hse too!
helped mi mum move sum tings over to new hse n he stayed at our hse for e night! (=
basically,we all found info,sent to grace,she compile mst of it into ppt n i compile e laz part n checked thru e whole ting n i sent it to miss tan cos she wans it by sun,9pm cos she sae wld b more fair lyk tt,or else e first few grps haf lesser tym to prepare while e laz few grps haf more tym to prepare.
slept at abt 1+.
nxt day,lionel woke me up at 9+ again cos dis tym had to go church n afta bathing etc left home.
uncle billy came to pick my family+lionel wif his mini van/bus?
reali cool!
can sit 12 ppl!
me,my bro,my mum,my dad,lionel,eranthe,aunty grace,aunty irene,uncle billy,tabitha,theophilus n his gf.
went to expo for svc.
started arnd 11.30
wow!
svc was reali GREAT!!!
LOVED IT!LOVED PST KONG! (=
svc ended arnd 2+.
yeah...den fetched theophilus' gf to her grandma hse.
den tabitha to her driving lessons at choa chu kang dere den FINALLY cld go eat.
famished.
can eat a dinosaur up.
haha.
l8r on went home,den lionel n eranthe came our hse n i do my hw den mi n eranthe went arnd looking at blogs on e com,updating our own while my bro n lionel played ps2 n oso helped move sum tings over to new hse.
haha.
was reali slack.
din help.
l8r my family went to lionel n eranthe hse downstairs eat tgt wif their family den we went to their hse.
was reali sad cos of sum tings tt happened which i dun wanna mention.
hais.
aniwaes its over now.
den went home pack bag etc den go haf mi beauty sleep! (=
u were e one hu gave me e confidence to be able to trust,to believe n now im losing confidence slowly afta each day.is wad u haf said juz too painful for me to bear or m i juz over-sensitive?
i dunno,i reali dunno animore.
im reali stressed out.
dun add to my burdens.
if u mean for me,dun hurt me lyk dis.
its reali painful n i dun lyk tt feeling.
love doesnt cum easy but izit reali tt difficult?
dun disappoint me animore.
i put my trust in u once more.
dun make me lose it.

2006-05-20T00:13:00.000-07:00

hees.
ytd was lyk rather tiring for me.
cant wait to go home n juz slp.
slept lyk super late juz to rush thru cid project pp.
den went to school looking lyk a BIG panda.
haha.
com lesson,i was lyk practicalli slacking at e back.
hees.
updating my blog to be precise.
den came maths den cid.
e whole of cid,e grps started presenting their product n i muz sae dey were all lyk super nice compared to ours.
sylvia's grp did pretty well.reali.Jiayoux wor!
theirs was veri organised n their product was niceli decorated too.
chiou yih's grp was AMAZING.
they had light bulbs on their product to mark out different parts of the silk road.
tink dey spent alot of effort on it lorhh.
But their flaw was tt it was too plain.
shud haf added sum toy soldiers or sumting&label e different places.
The teachers oso seemed quite pleased wif it lorhh.
The best is still ariel's group.
its lyk WOW!
dey had everything and din lack aniting.
e teachers were lyk super happi,n kept praising dem.
their product wld even be exhibited lorhh.
but dey reali did do well.
even their file was so perfectli done.
aniwaes during cca,we did nt go for e dance for balloon hats cos oboes n bassoons nt included.
so sad lorhh.
BUT we will work hard to prove ms chan n everione else wrong.
OBOES MUZ JIAYOUX WORX!!! (=
n so we had sectionals e whole dae.
First went to look for flutes see whether dey gt take our stands but walk whole school cant find dem so me n sylvia went to walk walk den finali went back sec 1 blk dere 2 practice.
We practice until 4.30 den took mung yu back to band rm kip instru etc den she left.
Afta tt,while walking back,saw band at field dere practicing dance for balloon hats so went to see.
Its chao chio lorhh.
Lyk first tym see dem march so nice.
So sad.
We r nt involved.
den l8r finali rmb tt we hafta go back sectionals den wen went back veri l8 liao den sum person ask mi go look for jan den hafta walk back to field again.diao.>.<" den l8r went back sectionals until6.30 lyk tt,go bball court,announcements all dis den went back onli arnd7.30 lyk tt.
wen went back gt tuition den pia cid project again n thus slept veri l8 again.
hais.
tink im gonna turn into a panda sumdae...
haha. (=

2006-05-19T11:36:00.000-07:00

woots!
here im in com klas again. seems lyk dats e onli tym wen i haf tym 2 update.
we r currentli doing macromedia director.
yepps.
juz cant wait 4 holis 2 be over den we can switch 2 home econs.
yay!!!
i LOVE home econs!
oops...
its nt dat i dun lyk com klas but i love home econs better!
i juz love using e com too!
holis is cuming soon n i cant wait...
haha.
maybe im so excited cos i haf lots of fun programs cuming up in e holis...
n i can't wait! (=
LOL.
so high.
aniwaes gtg.
wil update at home afta skool n cca IF i have e tym. (=

2006-05-04T20:14:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!
here im in com lessons slacking away wif my darling grace!
hahax.
dats wad she wans me to say...for helping me create a new blog afta i deleted my blog eons ago.
im sitting at com 28 right now n beside me is grace n nicole.
n beside grace is zhiying.
we are all feeling pretty high right now n we r laughing at practicalli nothing.LOL(=
we haf juz fin doing our photoshop thingy n the teacher is lyk gonna teach us sum macromedia director right now.
n me,grace n nicole r multi-tasking at e back.
so slack.
hahax.
mrs wong is gg arnd checking our work now.
gtg before she finds out.